Clingy girl

Tonight, 10:44pm

Me, with looping current sad song.
It's cold, dark, and yes with my guest "overthinker".

Do you know about it?
Do you realize I'm not fine in here?
Do you thinking about myself?

Ugh, i hate my guest!

Every notifications, i wish it's you.
In the fact, no. That's notifications didn't from you.

Where are you?
Are you sleeping? Or doing something to impressed anyone's?

Me? Being clingy?
Yes, I'm clingy caused of you!

I'm going to sleep, and you?
You came to my dream when i sleep.
Telling myself about our futures, our dreams.

Are you kidding me?
When i wake up.

You're gone.
You're not here with me.

Where are you?
I wish you come back to me. Spending every nights together. Do some weirdest things. Late night drive and sharing about everythings.

Why you do that?
Hugged me. Kissed me. Being there for every nights. Going out to dinner with me. Giving your jacket when I'll got my hypothermia last morning. Seeing my eyes like that. Smiling for everythings i do. Taking care of myself when we are together. Touching and shaking my hair.

How can you leave me alone in here. Without you?!

You're gone after saying that words. You're gone when i was falling in love with you. You're gone, when i loved everythings about you. You're gone, when you telling myself about musics. You're gone, when i was telling every wishlist about every destination i want to go and you said want go to there with me.

WHERE ARE YOU?
IS IT JOKES FOR YOU?!!!

And now, i know about the truth. You have a girlfriend. How lucky that girl.

I wish, both of you always happy for that relationship.